Take a second to think.

Evil is what you get when God is pushed out of the picture. And we constantly push God out of our lives when we choose to live for ourselves and not for him. And Like two polar ends, if you have good/ God then there is no evil. But if you have evil then there is no good. Nothing in between, God does not mix with darkness. The world does not love God.. The Bible says no one searches, no one loves him, no one seeks him.

They want touchy, freely emotional love that we present to the world /know in the world, that RADICAL ACCEPTANCE, and everyone united, high on the world, and it evil.Most people think they are fine that way, but that’s when the devil has you, because you are self-righteous, see no need for God. Is life a frog immersed in a pot full of water at low heat, and it does not notice that it’s getting hot till it’s too late to jump out. They are on low heat.

But God’s meaning of love is different than ours, it is better, more fulfilling, and it calls for us to make changes in our lives and hearts. He means if you love me, be righteous, Not self-righteous but godly. He showed his love in sacrifice, the most precious in heaven! And we push him away like it meant nothing. Like throwing away the blood of his son that he loves dearly. No wonder he has wrath towards us. Just because we rather chose ourselves over him.
But no one is holy, righteous, no one does good. Unless they have God in their lives which turns them away from those things and calls them to live holy lives separated for him, to not mix light and dark. That is what makes you his children, safe,
saved. What is good to God is doing whatever is pure, good, true, , right, faithful, peaceful, gentleness, meekness, godliness, seeking God above their own self interest. And doing ALL of these, not partial. Because again its polar opposites, if you have good, you cannot have evil in you, if you have evil than you have no good in you. But no one can do this on their own (that is works based religions that say if you work hard enough God will approve, but our hearts decieve us) that is why he wasn’t his son, so we can live under his grace, and we receive the holy spirit, which equips us and keeps us blameless*, and holy in God’s presence. We have a relationship with him.

God is holy and only resides in his holy people, (opposite of what the world thinks, they just believe that God is in all of us.. No, he does not mix with darkness.. So he may bless you because he is good, and help you, when you call out to him, but it’s meant so you will turn to him and life for him.) They come to him and recognize that they are broken, sinful, can’t escape their own desires, and just give in, no self control, no real love and loyalty, all messed up from GOD’S standards. they are not leading a Holy(good) life, and they need God to bring them to life. (Before jesus came we were ALL dead in our sins (meaning we did not have the spirit of God leading us, and we were not aware of the sins in out own heart.)
But instead we make up our own standards and consider ourselves good. And then HOLD God to our own standards. And that is the blind leading the blind.

God is good(holy, sinnless, pure light)and love, when Adam and Eve sinned, they ruined the whole earth too. God said if you eat of this apple you will surely die. EVIL was in The serpant that lied and manipulated God’s word, and instead of them trusting God they chose evil. Like us we choose evil when we do not choose God. They surely died as he said.. They were now dead in spirit, and in sin, they bore their own shame. So they hid from God. No longer intertwined with God because IN God there is no evil. The connection, and relationship with God was ruined for generations and God had plan to send his son to bring us back to him, to intertwine us again. There was a veil on the world. In us, and those who do not believe God alsi have that veil still.. When you start to believe God that veil is broken and you can see clearly from God because now you have a relationship and he speaks to you and opens your eyes to see and ears to hear the TRUTH according to God and not the way the world sees it.
He says LEAN NOT ON YOUR OWN UNDERATAND AND HIGH SOUNDING PHILOSOPHIES OF THE WORLD, BUT SUBMIT TO HIM AND HE WILL TEACH YIU ALL OF IS WAY.. HIS TRUTH AND HIS LIFE.. THE BIBKE SAYS JESUS is the ONLY one who gives true life (eternal) the only Way(no other ewy to heaven, or to the father EXCEPT THROUGH HIM, he IS the door, he IS the way.) the Only truth. No religions or philosophies these are man made, even some demonic made to decieve people.. Like tge serpant that twisted God’s word in the beginning is still doing that confusing people. And resulting in soo many churches and temples…etc. But God said YOU come to me and I will teach you, not the world.
WHO CAN UNDERSTAND THE MIND OF GOD, WHEN THEY DO NOT KNOW HIM. AND THEY KNOW NO TRUE HOLYNESS.

The Bible says, that the universe groans.. Waiting for that judgement day. So disasters happen because the earth is in waiting for God’s day, and we hold an influence because we could take care of the earth better.. But we are of sin, wanting our way first. Also the eartg was created to be sustained by God which he does, but also to be taken care of my holy, righteous peoole that we were before adam and even sinned. They chose that. There was a result and God sent the his only begotten son to die on the cross to save who ever starts trusting him.

Also the Bible says we have a place that Jesus is preparing for us. And then he will come get those that loved him and put their trust in him.

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I know why…

Why am I here?

Why do i matter?

Who says anything matters..

Im going through a time where I honestly feel like I don’t want to be here. I say that to myself often. I would never commit suicide or anything. I’m not unhappy, I just don’t understand sometimes.

I try to push it away by saying, “God has a reason for everything, he has a plan, he is taking care of us.” All which I believe with all my heart, I just do not know his plan yet and sometimes I forget those reasons.

If it were up to me I would choose to not be on this earth, like never created.

Truthfully I am afraid of the future.

I hate the way this world is, the way some people are, cold hearted and really only care about themselves and what they want. And I only imagine things getting worst. What I see matters to this world is basically status and money. In order to live an okay life you need money, but you’ll have to deal with the stress that comes with it, like spending all our waking hours working.

One way or another you have to work.

School is work, networking is work, building a resume is work, keeping a routine is work. Work causes stress when you add pressure. And most people have the pressure of NEEDING to work to live a comfortable life, not choosing to work.

I believe this is what stresses me out. I’m only 21, I’m not set to choose if I want to work or not. The government says I have to work,  I have to pay bills, and if I want to have a place to live, eat, or wear something decent, I have to work, Otherwise we have the option to be homeless- tough choice.

Was I really born to wake up everyday to go to school, to work, and to sleep and do it again over and over and in between to fill time, find some meaningless entertainment, like a movie that I would’t even remember in a month.. I highly doubt it.

Everyone wants to be safe, happy, loved, peaceful, joyful, energetic and basically alive with no worries.

As I put things into perspective, I notice that I am really pressured. Pressured to keep up with time, to behave a certain way, to conform to societies ways, to have an education if I ever want to make it anywhere (even to help people you need a piece of paper with stamps and a signature), I have to work because I need to pay for that education, — Stress. I cant get a great job until I get an education, and I cant get a good education until I get a great job.

I can’t buy a house until I get a great job and great credit, and Its hard to get a great job if I dont have a great education. And great credit comes when you are willing to spend and then pay them back with interest.

This system sucks, it works like a trap, the government is cruel, and the police force isn’t all serving and protecting the way they are suppossed to.

I hear stories about people getting killed all the time, stories of people trusting the police and becoming a victim instead.

I believe we have a false sense of freedom. When you try to be dfferent and speak up, you can get killed, shut down, shoved into a prison, who knows…  disorder is disliked.

I say why was I born, and why am I still here..

I can really only answer that in one way.

Jesus.

He is the way, the truth and the life.

you ever heard “The truth will set you free”? Well Jesus is the truth.

The only thing that can truly set me free is Jesus.

So he gives me hope and stregnth, and love, and joy, and peace all over again even when this world is terrible, the bright light in him restores hope to people everyday.

I know why I am here; I matter because God created me the way I am, with a purpose and a plan.

  • Jeremiah 1:5, NIV Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart.
  • Revelation 4:11, NKJV You are worthy, O Lord, To receive glory and honor and power; For You created all things, And by Your will they exist and were created.
  • Matthew 37-39, ESV And he said to him, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the great and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself.
  • Matthew 5:16, NIV Let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.
  • Ecclesiastes 12:13, ESV The end of the matter; all has been heard. Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man.Micah 6:8, ESV He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does the LORD require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?
  • Psalm 86:12, ESV I give thanks to you, O Lord my God, with my whole heart, and I will glorify your name forever.
  • Jeremiah 29:11, NIV For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.tells me so.. 

James 4:10

GOD IS READY

Sometimes we mess up and instead of correcting the mistake we try to cover it up, putting ourselves in a false state which we feel the urge to maintain for fear of the truth crushing us. We serve a God who wants to restore and not restrain don’t be afraid of what people think based on the truth. It’s you and God that’s important.

“Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and He will lift you up” (James 4:10) God is ready!